It has been a while

It has been a while i have not written anything in my blog.
Lately, i'm feeling so depressed... maybe it's due to the heavy load that i have to carry on my shoulder... too many things to settle...
i could feel that someone is trying to fill in the blanks...
why must she become so ungrateful and big headed already..
is it because she feels that she gets a lot of attention from the top people in the school?
have i not done anything or bring any good things to the school? or they were not enough to make those people see what kind of improvement that i've done...
or maybe... they need the new brooms..